Work Hard, Pray Hard, Let Allah decides

happy to know that this month is my holiday,
but sad to know that i should accept my study report after four months
not try to be arrogant but i've already do my best.
i studied , i prayed , and i though the result will be better than these

many people say, "you can not always get what you want"

but others say, "you can get it when you fight for it"

i think those sentences must be combined

honestly, I'm very disappointed with the result but i learned from my past
my big mistake in my life that i always do over and over, then now i'll try not to d that anymore

"COMPLAINING"

i complaining about my body
i complaining about my college
i complaining about my teacher
i complaining about my friends
i complaining about my life
i complaining my life

and i realized, maybe that's why Allah complicates my sustenances

then now, i'll learn to accept everything whole-hearted. just like my mom always said, "when you aleady work hard, pray hard, let Allah decides. your goodness never be useless, if not today maybe someday"